Updated: Feb 20, 2020
Wisdom Wednesday is a newsletter in which I am sharing my spiritual experience and expertise relevant to this Nature Year – the Year of Complete Surrender (September 23, 2019 – September 22, 2020).
Through this newsletter, I offer you support on your journey of Compete Surrender. This newsletter is also a companion to the Sacred Feminine Program for Accelerated Spiritual Growth®.
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Heal the effects of history on your sexual responsiveness And liberate your inner Goddess.
I am still in the depths of the wounded heart of my past life self; the woman who gained great prominence in the Catholic church in the guise of a man. I have been working with this past life since the 10 Million Multiplier on November 19, 2019. This healing work has taken me deep into the effects of religion on the hearts of women through time. I am coming to understand in a very personal way how our sexuality and our sense of self as women has suffered because of religion. I am healing in myself what I know to be a universal wound within all women, and I am supporting you to do the same.
I am certain there are people who would question the duration of this healing process. I admit it seems like a long time. Some past lives and childhood traumas can be quite quickly healed. Some beliefs can be erased from our consciousness almost instantly. However, the work of Accelerated Spiritual Growth® – my work – is new. Accelerated Spiritual Growth® supports us to achieve complete and total karmic resolution of our experiences, which is required for Ascension, and it does this at an accelerated pace. And, while I have been working with this same past life for almost two months, when I am done, I will have completed the Ascension work in relation to this experience. A few months is actually not long to heal, resolve and transcend such a deeply impactful lifetime.
Honestly, we haven’t achieved complete and total karmic resolution of many of our experiences. We have addressed some karma by resolving conflict with others, standing in our power, taking the higher ground, etc. In addition, we have begun to balance the scales of karma through our positive actions. Yet, after all these lifetimes, we are still here on Earth and with so much karmic resolution to accomplish. We collectively petitioned the Ascended Masters for the opportunity for accelerated karmic resolution and they have responded through this work.
Two beliefs from the past life with which I am working surfaced from my subconscious over the last week. The Ascended Masters are clear. Every woman on Earth today is limited by these beliefs. They are:
Sexuality is ungodly Self-denial is godly
We all have healing work to do at the heart center level where we are carrying deep feelings of shame about our sexuality and sexual engagement, because we hold the belief, primarily subconsciously, that sexuality is ungodly. We are also dispirited in both recognizable and unrecognizable ways about how we have denied ourselves and still deny ourselves because of the deeply held belief that self-denial is godly. All of this is playing out in our sexual responsiveness in a level of desensitization, which we may or may not recognize. I am convinced that as I continue this year-long self-pleasuring journey, I will break through to an unimagined level of sexual sensitivity.
1. Using your hands when self-pleasuring (not a vibrator), notice how light a touch produces pleasure.
2. Make sure to avoid an external focus, e.g., a fantasy or person.
3. Just be with yourself. Imagine that as you heal, the mere touch of your hand in self-love creates great arousal and that you orgasm through intentionality.
4. Pay attention to your heart center. Open to what is emerging. Feel your way through your experience.
5. Then journal about your experience. Write about your heart center. Did it feel blocked? Were feelings present? Were they recognizable and nameable, or diffuse and unnamable?