Updated: Feb 20, 2020
Wisdom Wednesday is a newsletter in which I am sharing my spiritual experience and expertise relevant to this Nature Year – the Year of Complete Surrender (September 23, 2019 – September 22, 2020).
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I am healing the wound of patriarchy within myself; and that is the only place we heal it. Patriarchy is the predominant theme of history on Earth, and we have all participated in it as both men and women. We have all been the victims and the perpetrators. We have all been the colluders. Patriarchy must be healed within us before we can authentically, powerfully and permanently transform our lives and society.
I have been in this healing since November 19th: the 10 Million Multiplier. This is the gift I received on this auspicious day; the revelation of my past life as a prominent figure in the Catholic church, operating under the pretense of being male, while actually being female. This healing is strenuous, and I am weary from it. Almost since it began, it has clouded my sexuality with shame. This is the wound at the heart of patriarchy for every woman alive today. We inherited this shame from our mothers and grandmothers, and from all the women we have ever been throughout history. The wound of shame is deep. I am convinced that all women have shame-based identities regardless of their childhoods. We cannot escape the long history of life on Earth. We can heal it though. The more healing work we do, the deeper we go into our core wound, the core wound we share, and that is the perception of separation from our Souls. Nowhere within ourselves is separation experienced more profoundly than in relation to our sexuality as women. There is so much sexual shame for us to heal given how many lifetimes we have had as women. I asked the Ascended Masters for Divine Intervention to assist us to mitigate our sexual shame and accelerate its healing. And over the course of a very difficult day, I have brought through the healing meditation that I am sharing with you now. Having just gone through it, I am still very much in process. I have moved through numbness to deep feelings of futility and failure in relation to the past life with which I am working. It has played out in my sexuality in which I feel very little sensation today. Yet, I have persisted with my daily tantra practice, choosing to appreciate the hard work I am doing, and trusting that my sexual aliveness will return amplified.
It is so clear to me that there is a direct correlation between our hidden experience of sexual shame and our suppressed Soul expression. Or put in another way, as we heal our sexual shame and break through the suppression of our sexuality experienced over the ages, we open to ever-greater levels of Soul expression.
I am certain that all our challenges in the sexual arena (e.g., addictions, compulsions and/or avoidance, fertility, intimacy with a partner, orgasms, perversions, and self-pleasuring) are, on a metaphysical level, based in sexual shame. Healing sexual shame is now the work of women everywhere who are on a dedicated path of spiritual growth. As I write this, I feel the sorrow of being a woman who felt she had to pretend to be a man, who got pregnant, was exposed as both a woman and a fraud, and died a brutal death. She is a victim of history, as are we all. And yet she is not a victim, because she lives today in me, and in me she is finding the courage to liberate herself from her false notions of sexuality and selfhood.
1. Experience the spiritual activation in the video below, including a Blessing of Redemption, the Aquarian Triangle for Sexual Redemption™ and a message of Truth from your Soul.
2. When you self-pleasure this week, think of your self-pleasuring as bodywork through which you are bringing up, releasing and transcending sexual shame and the suppression of the Sacred Feminine.
3. Journal about what the activation and subsequent self-pleasuring brings up for you this week.
Your Wednesday Poem: