On the Brink of My Destiny

Wisdom Wednesday is a newsletter in which I am sharing my spiritual experience and expertise relevant to this Nature Year – the Year of Complete Surrender (September 23, 2019 – September 22, 2020).

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Today, Kamala Harris stepped into her destiny as the Vice-Presidential candidate of the Democratic Party, and hopefully the next Vice President of the United States of America. This is a day for all people who stand for equality to celebrate; and it's a milestone for all women, regardless of their race. We each have our destiny too. Perhaps you are living yours already; or perhaps, like me, you are preparing for your destiny. I dedicate a lot of my time to healing because my purpose is my Ascension. I also know that the more healed I become, the more able I am to serve. I know the deeper I go within my heart center, the greater the emanation of my love into the world.

In the Sacred Feminine Program for Accelerated Spiritual Growth™ we are being powerfully supported to step into a greater role on behalf of humanity. We are moving towards the ever-expanding destiny of our Souls.

Since activating the A.T. for the Inviolability of the Soul™ on June 11, I have entered a new phase of healing in which I am moving into the far-reaches of my heart center. Having completed the healing of the past life of the Stoned Woman and its effects on this incarnation, I initiated a new piece of healing July 28th: a trauma that is the source of my vulnerability to being manipulated by others. The Stoned Woman died because of people’s manipulation of those around her. This trauma addresses another aspect of the dynamic of manipulation and its role in my life. The trauma occurred when I was 10 and involved my mother. I sense the revelation of the trauma will rock my world and have been taking frequent dropperfuls of the La Vie de la Rose flower essence Willingness to Heal and calling on extensive support from the Ascended Masters. I have had many sleepless nights and frequent nightmares, reflecting how disturbing the trauma is to my conscious self. I remember when I started having dreams that my father had sexually abused me. I thought I was going crazy. Most women feel this way when repressed memories challenge their ego/personality’s carefully constructed denial system. I am now ready to face whatever comes, fortified by the inviolability of my Soul. 

Most days, I am having orgasms that cause my eyes to roll back thanks to this year’s healing work, the orgasm process from the Ascended Masters, and my new vibrator (a Sona 2 Cruise by Lelo). There’s a connection between my orgasmic capacity and the level of trauma I am now facing. Breaking through the repression of such a deeply denied trauma requires the orgasmic intensity I am now experiencing. Still, there are times everything shuts down. On Monday, I experienced no sexual sensations because I hit a wall of repression. At the end of Monday’s practice, though I didn’t achieve orgasm, I shed a few repressed tears. Afterwards, I heard, “There’s a crack in the wall.” The same thing happened on Tuesday. Today, the Ascended Masters guided me to do Tantra two times: once in the morning and once in the evening. I had orgasms both times. This is the work it is taking for me to keep this healing process moving and on track.

Even though the memory and feelings are not yet available to me, I am already transforming. I had a dream in which I was walking through a group of people. I watched how those who would manipulate me turned away, recognizing they would be unsuccessful. My relationships with people known and unknown to me are changing. I love the empowerment of taking inner action to safeguard myself, transcending future suffering.

Look in the mirror and say, “Oh heart, whatever your secrets, I am ready to know them. I have the courage to accept the truths that will set me free.”

Run the energies of The Aquarian Triangle for the Inviolability of the Soul™ every day. Then be patient with your process. When the truths come, they are undeniable. You feel them in your heart. They resonate in your Soul. 

Be gentle with yourself, for the healing you are doing is mightily challenging, regardless of appearances. 

The Aquarian Triangle for the Inviolability of the Soul™

Wednesday Poem

All Love All Ways,

Dr. Nataleah

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